Control Stifles Every Gesture

Control Stifles Every Gesture

It’s been 238 days since I fled traditional platforms to build my own castle here, on Nostr. Censorship is omnipresent, control stifles every gesture, identification of every user becomes the norm, intrusive ads saturate attention, state spying takes hold… the list goes on.

The above quote is from a Note published recently on NOSTR, a relatively new publishing protocol on the internet.  NOSTR is an acronym that is short for “Notes and Other Stuff Thru Relays.”  The NOSTR account that posted the note is called Flash.  He continues:

When I look back, I see everything I’ve let burn and go up in smoke. Those who remain… their freedom will soon be reduced to ashes.

I definitely made the right choice in coming to Nostr. Here, every day, I bring something concrete. Today, 11,000 of us are moving forward together, and over 13,000 notes bear witness to this path.

Behind each number, there are faces, supporters, people who believe that Nostr deserves reliable information and a different kind of energy.

The road is still long, the staircase is not endless, we’ll get there.

With respect @FLASH

I discovered NOSTR through the work of another user who recently authored a book making the philosophical case for Bitcoin as global currency.  His name is Neal Flesher.

The great British journalist GK Chesterton is often cited observing, “A dead thing can go with the stream, but only a living thing can go against it.”  The computer, and then the internet, made me feel alive.  Maybe that’s why my soul is so attached to the idea that this technology must secure human dignity and create what is good, true and beautiful.

Over the years I’ve watched the internet fall under the spell of greedy and prideful forces.  This is nowhere more obvious than on social networking platforms.  And I’ve watched all my real world friends turn into Facebook “friends.”  Their minds and souls are occupied by a culture manipulated to kill their souls … to make them into consumers of the latest thing — be it an object or an idea.

Dead people scroll their stream. 

Living people go against it.

X Throttles Truth

X Throttles Truth

I received this email a couple days ago from X.

I’ve been posting quite a bit to X for nearly a year.  I’ve done more posting to social media in the past year than in all the previous years of my life combined.

I’ve watched my follower count crawl up by one or two … or maybe as many as five … a day.  X has a daily userbase of millions.  Elon Musk has stated that he allows freedom of speech, but not freedom of reach.  His company justifies this manipulation by blaming advertisers.  Businesses don’t want their ads showing up next to any content that is super unpopular.

A couple days ago I wrote a long reply to this post by Tim Bodnar.  He had posted it to his X account.  The post itself is by Michael G. Hein.

And here is the reply that I posted that was labeled “hate” by X.  I guess Elon’s robot thinks criticism of his platform is hate?

I’m loathe to admit that I signed his paycheck for six years, and praised him publicly more than once through the years. He has now lumped me in with all of his enemies and added me, earlier this year, to his political and personal attack targets.

My professional relationship ended with him in 2009. He publicly attacked members of my family in 2021/22 as part of what he told me last fall was a strategy to infiltrate the Left in Maine. I wrote off his attack at the time as political. I learned the truth the hard way this year. Tim could very well be right in characterizing Hein as a communist.

If there’s one reason Gardiner has a Tranny Clinic now it is Mike Hein. It appears he has dedicated himself to protecting the communist agenda in Augusta Schools.

He will do so by gossiping about any leaders who the internet pukes on with factoids from their past that he can spin into character assassination.

He is the sort of human being who makes all of us think twice about using apps and software that don’t enable simple deletion of guilt-inducing things we’ve said or done in the past.

Beyond that he’s attempting to weaponize frequency of attack on X using one-sided gossip aimed at achieving public political objectives.

I think all social networks should be social first. The word “media” should not be combined with the word “social.”

Until we are provided with online tools that give us absolute authority over our online identity and data we are stuck with a commons that can be, and is being, manipulated in an infinite number of ways.

Hein is nothing compared to governments,  Elon Musk, Mark Zuckerberg and Peter Theil. But they are all the same. They are using their powers, such as they are, to create ex nihilo the world they need for the rest of us to see and want.

You don’t get a vote.

AI is being deployed to make sure you continue to think you do have one. Especially on Facebook and Instagram.

Make no mistake KYC (Know Your Customer) is THE internet layer that steals the soul of global humanity. It is being deployed on X right now. It’s almost redundant at Meta because you believed Zuck’s lie about friendship, and you’ve given them enough data points to make them think they know you better than you know yourself. And you probably agree with them without even knowing it.

If you’ve carefully cultivated a friend list over the past ten years on Facebook and/or Instagram the safest thing you can do TO PROTECT FRIENDS AND FAMILY is delete that account and stop using the App and anything produced by Meta. That includes Instagram.

I’m not going to delete my account. I did that years ago, and then restarted an account that I haven’t used. I’m probably going to use that account as media. You can follow me there, but I’m not going to create a social friends graph there. I’m going to do that to protect my friends. You can choose to follow me on Facebook. But I won’t be accepting Friend requests.

If you want a more integrated social connection with me go to heath@primal.net which is a Nostr client. My social graph belongs to me on Nostr, and my digital identity is connected through public/private key cryptography. Zuck and company have no control over my connection to my friends.

Also Nostr is an algorithmically agnostic protocol that cannot employ universal algorithms designed to make us buy something or think/feel a certain way.

Here’s a four minute explanation.

What Happened to Mike Hein?

What Happened to Mike Hein?

Tim Bodnar is in more than a political hair tangle with Mike Hein, a man who worked for me for six years in the first decade of the new millennium.   The above post provides a hint of how vexing the situation has become for Tim and his wife.

The AI manipulated image of Hein weeping is brilliant.  Hein told me more than once that he loathes public exposure.  Well, looks like those days are over my friend.  And you’ve made the bed you are about to be forced to sleep in.

Hein showed up in my life around the time Maine was collapsing to the sexual orientation cabal.  The Christian Civic League of Maine decided in 1990 to go on political offense against the sexual orientation movement.   That last decade was consumed by that very public fight.  The League decided to use populism, instead of lobbying under the dome.  The strategy worked.

The enemy responded with unlimited funding for grassroots lying.  They went door-to-door and lied to all the folks who signed our petitions.  It took millions of dollars and a few years but they managed to knock off the few points that provided victory in close statewide elections.

The stress in my office was intense through these years.  It was a small staff doing a big job.  Hein showed up as the worm was turning in the direction of sexual liberation.  Hein stepped into the role of Administrator and single handedly managed all the detail related to mailings and bookkeeping.  He was the most efficient and competent person to ever serve in that position during my twenty years of leadership.

During those years that ended with my forced resignation a gulf opened up between me and the small evangelical churches that provided one third of the operational funding that kept the lights on at 70 Sewall Street, the headquarters building purchased on debt and named in honor of Protestant Prohibitionist Ben Bubar Jr.

This building is now abandoned and the operations are managed from Bangor.  I eliminated the hundred thousand dollars of debt that I inherited from my predecessor and left the League with money in the bank, all bills paid and the building much improved for professional operations of an effective Christian witness in Maine’s State Capitol.

While I find it hard to believe that Hein’s mailings to the pastors contributed to the collapse of their support for my leadership his actions since 2020 leave me scratching my head.  As things deteriorated  toward my resignation in 2009 I was told countless times that my “tone and style” was harsh and mean — even though I blow dried my hair, always wore a suit and never (well, rarely … lol) used the word “sodomite.”  Ironically this is the same tactic that the sexual orientation cabal was using to undermine the League’s success.  They turned their opposition from hundreds of thousands of voters into one man.  Me.  They froze me in place and created a fictional version of me in the media.

This was the days before effective social media, podcasting etc.  Those communications channels were just appearing.  I attempted to get set up but never assembled the necessary resources to make it happen before I resigned.  And after I resigned I decided to put the League in my rearview and move on with my life.  I didn’t want to set up in competition by leading my own version of the institution.

The guy who was paid to replace me just retired.  He was praised in person at his retirement party by Janet Mills, Paul LePage and Susan Collins, two Governors and a serving US Senator.  He was described as thoughtful and effective in comparison to me, his predecessor, who was represented as having practically destroyed the institution. 

Politicians and pastors had no use for me because they just wanted the sexual orientation issue to go away, or they wanted to use it to raise money or keep the pews full.  That’s what the guy that just retired did.  He raised a bunch of money as the woke version of the sexual orientation cabal took over everything.

All was quiet for me with respect to Mike Hein until Covid hit.  Activist friends told me Hein had abandoned his conservatism and become socialist/communist.  It was true.  And one of his tactics for gaining the confidence of his new Leftist friends was to publicly attack my family.  I didn’t learn how detailed and hateful those attacks were until the fall of 2024 when Tim Bodnar showed me one of the posts during a LIVEstream interview.

Right after that LIVEstream Hein scrubbed the X account that featured those posts and cut me off in writing.

He started a public and private crusade using his X account, texts and emails against Tim Bodnar in the fall of 2024.  He attempted to recruit me into his crusade.  Tim’s provocative public image bothered Hein … a lot.  To this day he chooses to ignore Tim’s public Christian testimony and effective political work (that Hein publicly claims to agree with) in favor of using gossip and subterfuge to undermine the connection Tim has with his Maine audience.

It appears Hein stooped so low that he found an estranged daughter living in Colorado and recruited her into his crusade to destroy Tim’s effective activism against the Gardiner School Board’s attempt to insert a Tranny health clinic into that small town’s public school infrastructure.

I’ve either been deeply embedded in Maine politics, or remained aware on the margins, since my late 20s.  I’m 64 years old this year.  Nothing Mike is doing surprises me.  He is a smart and ruthless political operator.   While I’ve never been involved with crusades of personal destruction I’m sure used to being accused of doing that.  This was the favorite tactic of people like Betsy Sweet.  Probably still is, if she’s still active.

She and the legacy media loved to accuse me of carrying on a personal vendetta against “gay” people.  It worked because everybody knows that Christianity is judgmental and mean when it comes to sex.  It was really sad to watch all my Christian friends in the Evangelical movement drink deeply from that well of lies and choose to believe the commands of their oppressors.  The recently retired leader who took my place was the choir director who led them in singing their surrender to satan.

And all the people of Maine are now paying the price — especially the children.

I don’t know what Mike’s problem is, and a big part of me doesn’t want to know.  Maine is  a broken place in very fundamental ways.  None of us adults can avoid responsibility.  We all need to stop scrolling and start thinking deeply about our own role in creating this reality.

We didn’t comment during diversity training.  We blamed someone else when our son or daughter “courageously” bragged to us about their sexual sins, and claimed that those sins were their identity.   We created this mess.  If we don’t fix it, God will.

Pray we wake up before God’s grace is withdrawn.  You don’t want to see what happens after that.  Believe me.

Selah.

MAGA Homosexual Coming to Maine

MAGA Homosexual Coming to Maine

When Paul LePage was Governor I took the time to call a press conference in the State House to defend him.  He was taking it on the chin in the global media over a comment he made about a political adversary.  He alluded to sodomy in his comment, claiming he wouldn’t “bend over” to his enemy.  Paul Madore and I were the only Mainers to publicly defend him.

He showed his gratitude by publicly condemning … us.

Now he’s campaigning to go to Washington DC as a congresscritter.  As follow up to his embarrassing defeat in the recent gubernatorial campaign he thinks maybe a win is possible for him in the conservative Second Congressional District.  Maybe so, maybe no.  We’re all going to find out because LePage owns the Maine GOP.  What he wants, he gets.

Being the lover of all things gay that he is, he’s put out the call to Scott Presler, the sodomite activist darling of Trump’s MAGA movement.  I don’t doubt that LePage is collaborating with the pro-homosexual Christian Civic League to make it happen.

If you haven’t figured it out yet allow me to enlighten you.  Maine politics is a progressive grift.  Both sides are politiking toward their own vision for heaven on earth.  Republicans and Democrats only disagree on one thing — who should have the power to govern the utopia.  They are both progressing toward only marginally different definitions of utopia.

Both parties want a fake and gay utopia that rewards their political colleagues with money and power.  And the majority of Maine people want to continue scrolling porn, and jumping in and out of bed with whoever, to anaesthetize themselves from the troubling effects of our disintegrating culture and economy.

Presler and Lepage provide Mainers with the political distraction they desire.  If we continue down this road of irresponsibility and passion we will get what we deserve.

God writes STRAIGHT with crooked lines.

Amen.

 

Grifting the Grift

Grifting the Grift

When the internet was much younger I discovered Amazing Polly.  This was in the grey days between 9/11 and the global government psychological operation launched in 2020.  This scamdemic op is ongoing, and getting darker, by the day.

Most days my emotions tell me that the light of reason, humanity and consciousness is blinking like a failing computer in a dystopian science fiction movie.  Faith buoys me up while nearly everything in my life that relies on internet communications and functionality tends to bring me down.

I remember years ago when Amazing Polly went hard after cellphone tech, arguing that it is best not to use one.  She was right.  It is even more important than ever not to use one now.

But I have one.  And I use it.

I used to be double minded about it.  No longer.

I use an android phone loaded with a privacy operating system called Graphene OS.  I realize nothing is perfect and that if someone, or some government, has enough resources they can “get me.”

As humanity continues to muddle through World War III (launched without declaration in 2020) it is critical that we not lose hope.  Jesus Christ observed that three things abide — faith, hope and love.  He added, “The greatest of these is love.”

In the grey days into the early months of World War III Amazing Polly cultivated a large following online.  These folks, I among them, appreciated videos she produced using slide shows that pulled back the curtain on connections between powerful and monied people.  In her research she simply obeyed the ageless dictum, “Follow the money.”

And then she disappeared from my online sources.  She reappeared in my world on X and Bitchute in the past couple years.  She has produced some videos discussing what happened.  She fell victim, as have all people of good will on the internet, to cancel culture etc.  I think she said in one video that she had to drop out for awhile.

The pivotal experience of hers that keeps me paying attention occurred early last year.  She was more than doxxed by what she calls the “Narrative Network.”  If you want the details do a deep dive on her X channel.  Bottom line is that very large “conservative” online accounts conspired to destroy her, and her husband’s, lives.

I’ve never met Polly.  I realize that the absolutely most stupid thing you can do today is become loyal to a large online account based on your intuitions watching a video.  However, I base my intuitions about Polly on watching her in the years before deep fakes weren’t the thing they are today with the added power of AI.  I think she lives on the Western side of Canada.  We’ll likely never meet.

Maybe she’s dead and her modern online self is an AI account.  I suppose I have no way of knowing that.  And when I think that way I start to lose faith in anything and everything.

Back to the point about cellphones and internet tech generally.  If you can develop a totally offline lifestyle you probably should do that at this point.  Especially if you are young.  If we can stop the culling of multiple billions of humans, and euthanize American big tech’s dystopian robot dependent future, then the best work will be infrastructure jobs.  Carpenters, engineers, plumbers, masons etc.

Maybe you’re noticing the collapse of American infrastructure.  If not, open your eyes.  Everything about our nation is getting old, musty and dilapidated.  We’re falling behind the rest of the civilized world at an increasingly rapid pace.  Turn off the propaganda and go on YouTube (yes YouTube) and watch videos about Moscow and modern Chinese cities.  You’ll be tempted to think they are deep fakes.

Young men should get married and start having children in their late teens.  College is a psychological operation now.  Learn a trade, start a family and go to church.

As you abide in faith, hope and love no matter what happens next never, ever, forget that the greatest of these is love.

Amen.

We Make Little Girls Fight for Us

We Make Little Girls Fight for Us

Yesterday was the big day.  Antitrannies showed up in force at the State House.  Hundreds of those people engaged in what the Governor described as a “diversionary tactic” over something that isn’t a “real issue.”  They went on about their fake news for eight hours!

Not enough.

During the last Legislative Session the antibabymurder crowd went on for two days!  Imagine the temerity.  Wasting all that expensive social utopia creating energy and wealth to discuss the unwanted product of sexual pleasure.  Thank God the angelic Mills warriors ignored this obnoxious display of unreality and strengthened Maine’s legal protections for the ongoing, fruitful and very real family disintegration project.

The best part of the day was the absolute enforced absence of men and fathers.  While men’s screens scrolled the women and girls stood up for themselves, as they should.  Capturing the lions share of attention were the youngest females, testifying about their feelings at being owned by boys in sports competitions.

The entire circus barely excited a yawn outside the scrolling cabal of influencers online.  An influencer on X who makes the issue his top priority posted, “I AM TRANS FATIGUED.”  He continued, “I am tired of being forced to care about the TRANS.  It is not compassionate to affirm mental illness.”

Maine Democrats yawned right along with the public realizing that they and their master, satan, have all the power.  These religious nut jobs need to wake up and realize that God is indeed — as a popular German philosopher declared in the nineteenth century — DEAD.  The moral law has nothing to do with outmoded and unscientific ideas.  Jezebel Janet Kills and her associates create the moral law using their technically superior managed democracy.  Just lie down with whom, or what, ever and enjoy the ride baby!

And the world welcomed Pope Leo XIV.

Egads.

How Maine Became a Gay Brothel

How Maine Became a Gay Brothel

It’s obvious to everyone that Maine is a gay brothel. 

All this stuff makes me physically ill. 

I’d heard that the Governor’s Chief of Staff is “married” to someone in leadership in the House of Representatives.  I just wasted five minutes doing some searching.  It appears that Speaker Fecteau is “married” to someone named Dylan.  Maybe Dylan is the Governor’s Press Secretary, not Chief of Staff.  I’m not going to waste anymore time thinking about the lies they tell themselves and the rest of us.

A prominent Maine businessman met with me yesterday to tell me to move on.  He told me, “The gays won the war, Mike.”  We’re all gay now, whether we like it or not.  And don’t you dare think for a minute that you have any right whatsoever to interfere with the noble sexual and gender development of anyone you love.  Every individual has the right, and the responsibility, to choose well how to serve in the gay brothel.

And there’s only one rule for providing good service.  Don’t ask, don’t tell. 

Homosexuals have the exclusive right to define everything, especially the meaning of words.  There is no reality outside of what they preach.  All contradictions and criticism are forbidden.

Maine became this way by willfully choosing to believe lies.  And now we live in a darkening dystopia.  We hate our children so much that we fund clinics equipped to emasculate them supported by staff trained to obfuscate reality.

We’ve descended to such a low level of hell on earth that all we can do is look up.  I don’t think we can descend any further down wearing our skin suits.  Our souls will have to depart this world to burn in the eternal sexually oriented hell we’ve chosen.  We have created a death culture.

God weeps.

And so do I.

Amen.

Having Fun with AI: Tim’s New Music Video

Having Fun with AI: Tim’s New Music Video

I offered my immediate impressions of a trial in a post yesterday.

This morning Tim messaged me this music video he created after the trial.  It’s worth the time.

While Laurel Libby is soaking up the DC accolades Tim is slogging away on the same issue from his wilderness hideout somewhere in the woods of Maine.  He produces his online content with electricity provided by a gas powered generator!  He released this video on the day of an emotional trial where he fearlessly faced down his accusers in front of a Judge.

I was there.  The entire trial was the image of what our “society” is now.  It is an anti-society.  There is nothing real, true or reasonable about it.  It is like social media and the internet now.  The Western world is womanized.  If you don’t emote properly then you face humiliation, or worse if you live in England — jail time.

It was a great honor to be there yesterday with Tim, his wife Jen, Richard and a young man I met for the first time.  Tim respected the Judge and the law but he didn’t give an inch to the crybabies.  I wish the trial had been video LIVEstreamed and recorded.  At least there is an audio copy that is being acquired by Richard and will be released publicly on X.

The trial makes it painfully obvious that Maine’s anti-harassment statutes must be tightened up.  Public officials must not be allowed to abuse them to deny a member of the public the right to speak at a public hearing.  Personal insults and politically motivated fighting language must not be interpreted as harassment.  When you sign up for public responsibilities in Maine you’re signing up for battle without bullets.  Words are the ammunition.

If we fail to honor this Western tradition, and definition of free speech, bullets are going to fly.  One of the legitimate functions of politics is the release of public tensions without violence.  Maine has a proud tradition, going back to 1820, of resolving all of our major statewide disputes without organized violence.  We debate and vote through elections and legislative wrangling.

These school board members are forcefully undermining this mechanism so that they can get their way on sexuality and gender.  Maine people are suffering more deeply every day because of the weaponization of sex and gender.  We will arrive at a more natural and wholesome consensus either through lawmaking or violence.  This hellish trajectory cannot go on forever.

If you aren’t slinging truth it’s definitely time to start.  Join me in doing some thoughtful real life truth slinging on June 14th in Central Maine.

Selah.

Talk About Fake and Gay — The Truthslinger vs. ????

Talk About Fake and Gay — The Truthslinger vs. ????

Hollywood can’t compete any longer with the entertaining drama brought to us every single day by overweight boomer women and their transitioning progeny.  I just spent two hours amazed at the stupidity and insanity injecting itself into our legal system.  The event was a “trial” where these women school board members literally cried as they repeated the truths being posted on X about their policy goals in Gardiner, Maine.

The women who lied to the Judge are literally school bored members who are attempting to use Maine’s anti-harassment statute to forbid a member of the public from testifying at public hearings.  I kid you not.  And you, dear taxpayer, are not on the hook for today’s two hour hearing only.  The crying was so loud and long that Tim the Truthslinger didn’t get to defend himself today.  THIS WILL BE CONTINUED INTO ANOTHER TRIAL AT A LATER DATE!?

There is no path to making any of this make sense in a nation that honors the principle of political and religious free speech.  But you know what, I won’t be surprised if the Judge rules in favor of the offended women.  It was all emotion in the Court today, almost no reason.

These women are offended and upset.  And we all know by now that what Maine women want, Maine women get.  The hell with the law, reason, morality and truth.

What these women want AS A MATTER OF POLICY is for the school to have the right to establish private relationships with CHILDREN for the purpose of helping them get abortions and sex change drugs/surgery without parental knowledge or permission.

Why aren’t you joining with the Truthslinger confronting this evil?  Don’t get trapped by the idea that Tim is mean etc.  Say it, and do it, your way.  The policy ideas these women are politiking for are the problem.  Truth Slinging is the solution.

Amen.

Time Will Tell — And Probably Not As Much Time As You Think

Time Will Tell — And Probably Not As Much Time As You Think

Hear the opinion of a Tech futurist, former employee of Google.  It’s interesting.  He hints that he’s not a fan of borders and favors free trade.  In past videos he’s offered advice on using a screen to make a million bucks.  He’s much better informed on current economics than am I.  I’m very self consciously not a money guy choosing to simply take Jesus at his word — money is the root of all evil.

America’s economy is collapsing because we’ve loved the dollar more than life (think abortion) itself.  Every successful nation builds economic power.  They don’t hoard metals or weaponize their currency.  And they don’t create a banking system built on debt/usury.

This YouTuber is right about America collapsing into poverty.  I see that as inevitable.  He thinks in twenty year chunks of time when discussing the future for America.  If we survive what’s coming as a nation I suspect that is optimistic.  I hope and pray it only takes twenty years to get back on our feet.

Time, and God’s Grace, will tell.

Amen.